Alex in wonderland

If you're walking home tonight,
Say your prayers keep to the streetlights.
I know I'm on your mind
with the worst intentions.
I'm working up the guts
to say you weren't enough.
Fuck what your friends will say
I never was about you anyway.

And I know its not me
Your ruse and cigarettes,
Your lack of sensibility.
So let go, forget me
You're lost just like the rest
and not taking my stability.
You're love's pariah, her renegade
I know it's not in my head.
You're a walking disaster,
You need to grow up.
I wish you nothing more.

It's bad enough that every day
I can't wake up and sing
along to songs about me.
I'm working up the guts
to say you weren't enough.
Fuck what your friends will say,
Alex is a boys name anyway.

And I know its not me
Your ruse and cigarettes,
your lack of sensibility.
So let go, forget me
You're lost just like the rest
and not taking my stability.
You're love's pariah,
her renegade
I know it's not in my head.
You're a walking disaster,
you need to grow up.
I wish you nothing more.

I won't be the only
one that lets you down.
You've shown your true colors.
You've lied to yourself,
Now there's no boy at you is door.
I'm jaded, so jaded,
And I wish you nothing more
you're a walking disaster if I knew one.