Shattered by the sun

Crossed a plain that left behind dark days.
Filled a void that I thought could not be replaced.
Now gone it seems so out or reach.
I have lived. I have felt.
It's what we need.
Gone.
What have I done?
Found what I've been looking for.
One time I believe my eyes.
This time.
This time my instincts controlled me.
No need to search on for any more.
I feel as one with myself.
I look no more.
Now a lifetime decision.
What will the future hold?
This time they lied.
I felt you slip away.
A feeling under my skin.
I tried again and again.
I did not save you this time.
Holding on to something that I once believed in.
Will time show me if this was really meant to be.
Show me what this really means to you-fall even though I showed-you-everything that I stand for.
I hate everything without you.
Life falls and crumblers in my hand.
Faith is dead.
It's something I can't stand.
Dreams, hope, gone.
Just a one time thing.
Far away are the days that we once shared.
I never thought I could change.
I would be walking a dead day.
You velieved in me and knew I could change.
Came in my life and became my best friend.
Now I have been forved away.
Unwillingly out on my own.
I never wanted to lose this much.
You broke a trust that was our own.
I feel shattered by the sun.
Now I'm shattered by the sun.