Final request

Something's wrong inside
her problems she can't hide
I'm a victim of a good time
my life is over now and it hasn't yet begun
she left me here to die
mommy don't go
another casualty of irresponsibility is what's become of me
so don't go saving me a seat in class today
I'm a permanent absentee
I wish I could go out and play
but not today
so just scratch my name off of the list
'cause I'll never exist