Denied deliverance

Mother my inner shadow cries out to you
Insipid, worthless in your eyes
Are tired the years of suffering
I see the dying daylight fade to black
Give me strength, bring me peace
My innocence, I want it back

Did I fall into this illusion?
What has become?

You said you’d bring me shelter
You said you’d lead me to water
You said you’d break the chains that bind me, you denied me
You said you’d show me daylight, prove me the afterlife
Lay my soul, cleanse me, unbind me
Don’t deny me deliverance

Father my inner sanctum hides within you
Carry me a shell of man
In you I seek salvation

I trip into this illusion
What has become?

You said you’d bring me shelter
You said you’d lead me to water
You said you’d break the chains that bind me, you denied me
You said you’d show me daylight, prove me the afterlife
Lay my soul, cleanse me, unbind me
Don’t deny me deliverance

You said you’d bring me shelter and then you leave me