Sunny pasture

I am heading toward sunny pasture and shade
Got it made
What is waiting on me i been waiting my whole life for
Working towards
I guess i lost my way
Guess i got sidetracked
All those forks and roads
Never ever find my way back
I was floundering but now i'm pondering
Down the homestretch
I'm so set
I'm a lucky man i been handed new lease on life
Grip it tight
I guess i let it slip away
Lost touch
I don't even know anymore
If i was ever in control all that much