Until the led

Knowing what I know now, I should've had a cow. I didn't realise you were to be despised.
I must have been one of history's stupidest men, 'cause everything was perfect in my head
until the lead started hitting me.
With benefit of hindsight I can see your ass wasn't right
Maybe I'm mighty dull, but you're pathological.
I never guessed you meant "no" when you said "yes".
Everything was perfect in my head until the lead started hitting me.
It didn't take long at all until the Zen started to fall.
All of the people you faked suddenly saw their mistake.
You never thought that I would survive the shock.
Everything was perfect in my head until the lead started hitting me.