Give me the reason

You're searching for reasons to make me down
You love me you're under stress
You need someone to make him down
You found him it is me

I am stupid
I give you the reasons
Sometimes I don't care about the others
That's a failure
I am an egoist
I cannot change it

What shall I do?

Why are you searching for reasons to make me down?
Why are going to destroy my fond of life sometimes?
Why do you love me doing everything you can to make me happy?
Why are you going to spend so much of money, for me?

I feel sorry Mom
I cannot change it
What shall I do?
Please, don't blame me for it
I am doing my best
But I'm also under stress from school

Why are you searching for reasons to make me down?
Why are going to destroy my fond of life sometimes?
Why do you love me doing everything you can to make me happy?
Why are you going to spend so much of money, for me?