Poem of love

For a long I knew, it means that I love you..
The moment I realized this love
it was the hardest day of my life

I say that I couldn't avoid it, that I ran into it.
I say that I couldn't move, that I've accepted it.
But there's no one. No one to acknowledge me.
The world probably just sees my heart as a toy.

The wind is so cold.
Are you listening to me?
If there is by chance someone who's experienced
the same kind of love I have
then they'd probably understand me.
Abandonment has made me more attachted and
abandonment makes me hurt even more .
What should I do? Its become too late though..
The world and I are experiencing two different loves.

I say that I couldn't avoid it, I ran into it.
I say that I couldn't move, that I've accepted it.
But there's no one. No one to acknowledge me.
The world probably just sees my heart as a toy.

I have no cigarettes..
Even the moon is dreary..
If by chance there is someone who is beginning
a love like mine.. runaway..