Close yet far

Who said that i wasn't right?
I"ve lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried
Don't take me under your wing
I don't need a hand, don't need anything
I"ve got a roof over my head
As if i'd rather be alone with me instead

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And i'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
Though i never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
Sunrise and set are the same to me
A hesitating pulse is good company
And my reflection offers no apology
But who said that i wasn't right?
And i've lived for years without a life
Don't have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And i'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me
And i never never never ever wanted this to be

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And i'll think of days when there was something to belive
And i never never never ever wanted this to be