Queen of nothing

I'm better than before
When the shadow in the mirror
Looked like me but went ashore
Following another hero

Leaving doubts and fears and crumbs
I see the void I see me falling
Watching films of years gone numb
A queen of nothing crawling

Angel with the magic eyes
There were days for us so bright
Until blindness cast a veil
On our love forever frail

Too much pain that wasn't mine
Building shields around my spine
Life's a choice, a will, a sign
Another chance to change the line