Of love then deceit

Why didn't you tell
Your secrets in there
It seems i was fool
My unfaithful one

Come closer to walk
I'm blinding by lights
Just take me beyond
And so far away

These so darkened gardens
Are dreaming the spring
That had frozen well
Of love then deceit

Why did you leave
That peace now disease
Out there was none
When someone was here

And when did you froze
The ending was near
You burned all we had
And all that we willed

Then let them to do
Whatever with me
My gardens have sold
As you set them free

Just ask me who i was to hear my screams
And tell me no more of me and whatever unreal
I'd let you come in but you were never here
And truly we had no love but a beautiful deceit

I ask what are you and i hear the silence
I was blind and could not see you were never real
It seems we were never stand to be divided now
And i suppose it's just another kind of a dream

Have you ever thought what happened to me then
I fell in absence of myself now i'm lost and forgotten
I've found visions of many things that never have been
Adrift in memories and your specter behind me

Deviated i embraced my tortured body and would nothing
In desire of someone i never wish to becomes real
I preferred to change my life and finally i think it's done
But i don't believe in love again

I want some god to loves me