Break my own heart

Do You love me still?
Do You want me still?
Will You wait till I break my own heart?

How could it be that I have, be that I have lost my love for You?
Was something so enticing, so inviting that I turned from You?
Feeling this shame, I can hardly speak as I have looked away
I've taken Your love, but I closed my heart so the only parts that I let through,
Are what I need from You

Now I am feeling that I'm, feeling that I've lost the only way
So worried that I was not, what they'd want that, from You I have strayed
And now I see that I've traded who I am for lesser things
Assuming that love, it would come when I was what they wanted me to be
What I could never be…

Do You love me still?
Do You want me still?
Will You wait till I break my own heart?
I know that Your love could lose
Just to let me choose
So will You wait till I break my own heart?