Hour of redemption

Dreams of living life, without shame, are fading away.
I've suffered.
Pieces of regret are, slowly, buliding up in me.
I've suffered.
Break me open.
Spill me out.

Living in solitude, is slowly destroying me.
As I die here, alone, bad memories overcome me.

As I fall, deep into, the waiting arms, of depression
Noones there, to pick me up, I am now gone forever.
...I can't, remember
What its like, to Love another.

Lets, Drink to
My last, Hour

Lets drink to my last hour,
The Hour Of Redemption
All I fear are the memories,
So stand and raise your glasses.

Lets, Drink to
My last, Hour

As I fall, deep into, the waiting arms, of depression
Noones there, to pick me up, I am now gone forever (Gone Forever.)

Living in solitude, is slowly destroying me.
As I die here, alone, bad memories overcome me.

Lets, Drink to
My last, Hour

Lets drink to my last hour,
The Hour Of Redemption
All I fear are the memories,
So stand and raise your glasses.

Lets, Drink to
My last, Hour

I INHALE HATREDS ASHES.

As I hold this gun to my head,
I hold the dream.
The dream of loving life,
The dream of better days.

I pray to God forginess,
I fall down to my knees.
My death to end the pain,
My death to Live the dream