Seven years old

My conciousness, don't care now about the rest
No job, no cash, nobody cares about myself
Pain never left
I'm alone in my room,
Where flowers never bloom
Cause everyday nothing new on my way
My own father's victim of
A Widespread cancer
I look outside, I'm going for a ride
Aggression I can't hide
Only one spark is worth the walk
Seven years old girl in the park
Her eyes filled with loving
Innocent dream
I'm behind her, too much torture
She's lighthearted
Contrasting red, the only color
I've seen in this world
Someone will pay for each day in my war
Heat affects me, wind blows
Her scent towards me
And the first strike is far enough
To blind my sight
All this warm blood, I must admit it's odd
Her life's about to turn
Rape her won't give me much pleasure
I only let go the pressure
A gaze, no one around
To hear her head on the ground
I'm walking up, I sweat too much
I lost control, bottomless hole
And by window, a seven years old girl
Alone in this world
She's so beautiful