Lost id

Trying to find who I am
Is that good enough for you?
What do you want me to be?
I've lost my Identity
I just want to be different
Not the same as any of you
I just want to be me
Search inside and find nothing new

Fear of failing now my fear has grown so much
Every single thing I try is trampled and into dust
For every time I try to answer my questions of why
I still see a piece of everthing I was, fall into dust

So here's the deal
You need to decide what's more important to you
Is it everything I have to offer
Or everything I wont do?
Every direction you gave me
I've tried my hardest to follow
It seems to me your own medicine is hard for you to swallow

Search inside me
Find all of what you want
Look inside you
Are you one to really trust?

Your opinion changes like the time of day
I'm my own person is what you constantly say
You lie!
Like it's a game of staying in first
When will you realize your the one this will hurt