My diary

Dear me, the will to die still continues
I think it will never end
I hope it ends, because this is driving me crazy
With the desire to compose
My mother and father only know how to speak in demons
More than hell, no I'm not even there
I learned from life that you can not go back
Yesterday is in the past, now what matters is the future
I think if they stopped and looked at least 5 seconds at me
I would have what to say I want, what I feel
Or maybe even why I'm so different

My life sucks
If they spent one day with me, they would be scared

Okay, I'm glad I have a pencil and some leaves to vent
I think if I did not have them I'd already be in the shit or dead
I go around listening to XXXTENTACION
Lil Pump helps me to produce
Why we set fire to this damn thing
Take it in the ass, these motherfucker spoils the environment
Full of children running back and forth
A mother calls her son because of the smoke, she's a believer
I think if I were the mother of another boy, would I let him go?

My life sucks
If they spent one day with me, they would be scared

So if all the mothers were the same
Because then we would all respond to them the same

My life sucks
If they spent one day with me, they would be scared