Without a word

I shouldn't have done that
I should have ignored it
Like something I couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I hould have acted like I didn't hear it
Like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously?
Except for the fact that I can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out. I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, firewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word.

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left