Resolve. come home

what are you waiting for? you screamed at me,
while pondering existence and facing frailty
my skin has calloused to your touch,
your fingers mean nothing to me,
they are just tiny bridges(i have given up on your kind)
that fell into the sea between us (and on the world in which you live)
it's been expanding since we first crossed paths ( i will never understand this earth)
but now that this battle is ending....(or the evils endured on it)
i will never come back,
and you will never see the truth,
in my delusions of grandeur,(a way to resolve)
i will resolve this through you.(a way to come home)
a way to resolve, a way to come home...
and i will keep you alive,
my sweet delusion (in the indents of this paper, until my time runs out of time)
in every hole in the sky,
where there is light (enough for heaven to shine through, i see only you)
and i will keep you alive
with my incredible lies
(enough for heaven to shine through, i see only you)
in every hole in the sky, where there is light
(enough for heaven to shine through, i see only you)
i see only you (this body is just a host)