React / regret

Poison are the thoughts within me
Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
Liar is the voice that blinds me
My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy

Let me out
I plead insanity
I tied my freedom to a black hole within me

Poison are the thoughts within me
Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
Liar is the voice that blinds me
My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy

I've been a filthy man my whole life
Slave to the weakness in my mind
Consumed by the ways of this world
My fear has paralyzed me
To the point of resisting
Every good thing in me

Every click regret and pedal pressed
To the backboard of my future
She caught me off guard
Life sold short with the truth of
No sun rising
Now it's all gone
The consequences seem
Never-ending

(Rescue me)
So rescue me

Save me
I'm not the man I portray to be
I'm unwinding
And sick of being a fake
This addiction has scarred
My witness
Without you my flesh
Will always drown the good in me

Poison are the thoughts within me
Kerosene is the blood that I bleed
Liar is the voice that blinds me
My call to faith is a contagion of hypocrisy

She says take my hand
And follow me upstairs
Let me ease your mind
It's you and me tonight

The temptress is calling out for me
I will not be a victim of deceit
I've heard her voice before
And I refuse to let her scar my faith