A hole inside

Sitting in the hole you left
and trying to hold it all inside
I want to ignore our time stepped outside the door
here in the darkness you feel like a stranger to me

It's all lost, it's out of my hands
and you don't understand how to fix this
it's all lost out of my hands
and you don't understand how to fill the hole inside

I've stabbed myself so many times and only because of what you didn't do
you come to me when you need a hand to set him on fire again
just anotherm meaningless night to set him in flames again.