Abhorrent ascent

Coincidence has brought us to this drudgery
Has brought us from uncertainty.
The light is a veil I expect to fade away.
Why? Do I really deserve this?
It's constant, consuming, presuming it's my fate.
Observing, minds turning as I display my hate.
Restraint. This force around me, my being, my entity.
Why? What could come of this?
It's constant, consuming, presuming it's my fate.
Observing, minds turning as I display my hate.
Your sheltered view empowers the trepid with the means to elevate.
Did you think I couldn't feel sorrow?
Or that I'd just let it go?
I felt it build up inside of me.
My puerility drowned below.
Why'd you give up on me?
Was I not worth it?
Or'd you just never feel the need to care? Desolation becomes a part of us all.
In the shadows of despair and I will never be a part of you.
Hate to be gracious but your disbelief made me who I am today.
You let my mind decay.
Shut me out.