Dead end

Am I this dumb?
It crosses my mind
Why am I still here wasting all your time?
I can’t let you know
It clutters my life
I cannot blame you for this

I took my time and thought you’d wait
Pushed you aside and made you stray
Took all you gave and watched you fade
Why do I always go this way?
Another dead end

Cut out your tongue...
You finally realized and pulled out your guns
You were the one
Now you are gone
I cannot blame you for this