Letter to myself

I write a letter to myself
I write the words i'll never say
I'll wear the best coat i have
Before i sign my name
The wonder in my eyes today
Will be regret tonight
I'm drunken by my mother's milk
I'll smile at the mirror before i flee again
Well! I drunk coffee all the night
And i've already packed my bags
...i write a letter to myself and to my ghost
I'll bury it underneath an oak
The wonder in my eyes today
Will be regret tonight
I'm drunken by my mother's milk
I'll smile at the mirror
The teardrops in my eyes today
Will be the same tomorrow
But they'll never touch the ground
Down down down down down down down down down
Down to the bottom
Quiet all around
Stars became fireflies
Heartbeat slows down
...and my name will be just a sound.