Run away

I'm still scared
Afraid of failing
Anticipating
The ride to end
Before the wheels begin to move

Run away
So I can hide
Run away
I've mastered feeling nothing
Run Away
I'm dead inside
Run away
Why don't I care

Waste my time
Commiserating
self medicating
It's my design
Although I know you don't approve

Run away
So I can hide
Run away
I've mastered feeling nothing
Run Away
I'm dead inside
Run away
Why don't I care

The truth
Is that I'm not so good
At showing how I feel
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal
Or knowing how to love
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities

Run away
So I can hide
Run away
I've mastered feeling nothing
Run Away
I'm dead inside
Run away
Why don't I care
Run away
I fight the tide
Run Away
The ebb and flow consuming
Run away
Still by my side
Run away
Why should you care?