Just imagination

I've shaken the poison absorbed in you
I've sworn I could be back in 5 minutes
I turn on the lights to see the distance
When I come closer in your lips of existence

I stand up to shine a little more
But I explain why I'm searching for nothing
The situation can let me in the deep hush
But I'm not the educated child you crush

I don't need to be sedated to calm down
You wrote a letter to answer my ask
I'd read and I fell in 1 second
Imagining you dead on a desk

Anything is enough to me
I'm comformed to be left
How can I go in my seclusion?
It's just my discussion

I don't need to be sedated to calm down
You wrote a letter to answer my ask
I'd read and I fell in 1 second
Imagining you dead on a desk

What can I say?
Why I break the rule?
I know you're a skank
I know you will be boo

I don't need to be sedated to calm down
You wrote a letter to answer my ask
I'd read and I fell in 1 second
Imagining you dead on a desk
With dilated pupils looking me
Like a puppet without owner
Without a ruler or a ruler