I'm a fool

I thought I heard a car door slam
But it must have been the wind
I'll admit, my heart jumped up
With the thought of you coming, back home again

I'm a fool cause I waited all day
Spent the night alone while you were gone
And I hate to say it

But I'm a fool to keep hanging on
To something we had
Turned from love into sadness
I guess I'm a fool

I'm madder than hell that you're stringin' me on
And I don't want to be here when you get home
So I'll get in my car and drive to some bar
So I can pretend, I'm the one who's gone

Can I stay angry, Can I walk away
Will I let you kiss me, Will I let you stay