From a buried heart

I gaze to the darkened
skies this will be my last
night trapped in this mortal
shell and as the body decays
the flesh becomes one with
the earth from which it came.
and as I open my eyes,
illuminated I wake....
at the gates of the abyss m
y blood ran cold hearkening
to the death but before I take
to the ground unburden my soul,
relinquish my heart....
the grave is no bar to my call...
these blossoms beloved
wont last forever I'm afraid my last
breath stands frozen and if I shant
see you again as shares of the evening
drew on beyond our depths.