Fading faster

Fading faster
In your thoughts
I walk right past you
You feel it too
I would regret it
If I shared
All my feelings
With you
It's because I'm wired
Differently
That makes it so hard
To follow me
One more chance babe
To hear my thoughts
It's like piercing needles
Dipped in salt

Keeping secrets locked away
Makes me anxious every day
Maybe if I came clean you would stay

Counting backwards
To the times
When we felt awkward
But we felt alive
Rebelling what's in
To stay apart
We were our own club
From the start

I have to realize
That you're not convinced with lies
It might take a thousand tries
Or else you'll say goodbye

Goodbye