False start chemistry

Seems out of left field
I'm out to appeals to plea
One shot in a crowd,
For crying out loud it's me

And I'm tired of standing up
I'm falling back to sleep
Understanding lessons I could never teach

In a false start chemistry
Shell shocked constantly
My ears to the ground
But my heads in the clouds
In a false start chemistry
Shell shocked constantly
Well they're some things you don't talk about

Forced but it just won't take
We just don't make the grade
Read into the signs
And in between lines to see

That your incandescent eyes aren't watching out for me
Burning bright ideas I'm earning my degree