The break (it's been there all this time)

In dreams, it's a one-way trip to devotion
A streaming jet to the ocean
It's the break you've been searching for
Read it, a joyous letter finds a troubled one
A big perspective on what you want
But what you want's not good enough, for me
In dreams, I tried to guide you to the light
But all you want to do is fight
You can watch me run away
It's easy, it could have been so simple
But then you bit my head off
And now I'm taking time off, for me
In dreams, I sing the way I want to sing
I pick the lines in everything
But it's still the same
Tell me, is this the way it has to be
The melody's inside of me
It's been there all this time.