Self made martyr

Realize that you're losing everything pure this time
Fight back to re-take the enemies in your mind
You follow what you know but you can't control just to find what I feel
Insanity might control your thoughts but it won't make them real

You up the dosage again
To dull this pain that won't ever end
No it never ends
No it never ends

Slowly it consumes you try as you might
Delirium controls you from deep inside
Self indulging in the ways you like to make believe
But you still don't exist to me

Realize that you're losing everything good again
Trading abuse for serenity won't help you mend
You're poisoning your soul cause you lost control won't get you close to me
It's you that's wrong but beneath it all you choose what not to see

Before you draw a line in the sand
Be sure you know that you made it end
And while I cross the line you drew
I'm sure of my feelings for you