A moment

Your dagger hit me once again
I'd been looking for her, but I found you
I was helpless In that day
I thought about something different
Someone pricked me once again
But it wasn't you
Someone's arrow sticks in my heart
But It isn't a good sign
A moment of inattention
And I am yours forever
A moment of oblivion
And I can't see exception you
My eyes matters nothing
My ears, there already aren't them
My heart doesn't beat no more
My soul doesn't exist
I want, but I can't
To tear myself free from your clutches
You are too strong for me
My life belongs to you
Why? why? why am I weak?
Why? why? why am I scared?