Tower of death

How strange to live these hours of agony
Chosen by myself to be the last ones
Above the metal I feel the cold so intense
All my emptiness grows here

Right chance to end with my suffering
Doesn´t matter how much more I will bring
Cowardy and egoism become one
My body turns an empty shell

The solution under me
A short flight will take me to the end

The hardest decision to be made
During all my miserable life
Above these walls that enclosed me
At the top of the tower of death

And the lights seen from here so far
Always so far, wouldn't be so different now
In this place, I have to test my bravery
To prove that I am so freak

In this darkness I wait for the right time
A cold breeze runs now through my neck
Open my arms for my last flight
With a scream I will end this

The solution under me
A short flight will take me to the end