Elixir or poison

Oh lord, just give me something, maybe a poison I don't care
Give me something to relieve me of this pain
Oh lord, just give me something, maybe a poison I don't care
Give me something to release me from this hell

I ride the wind so fast as sunbeams sparkle through my flesh
You made me immortal though this might be my last stand
This pain I feel is so unreal, I haven't felt it in a thousand years
My life flashes before my eyes, do you remember I'm your child?

You gave me life and took my will to live away
And animated this marionette, you are pulling my strings

Give me a cure, my god, elixir or poison
To wash my sins away
Give me a cure, my god, elixir or poison
Relieve me of this pain
Father either kill me or make me human again

Air burns my lungs
Fire peels my skin and leaves me dying
The taste of sulphur is like the taste of pain and of defeat
And as I crawl on my knees the only thing that comes to me is
Yes I'm monster, but you're the one that made me evil

If you gave me one more chance
I'd absolve of all
I'm like a ghost, living in between worlds
I've forsaken you but I'm still your son

Far beyond death, heaven and hell
The angels fell from grace
Far beyond love, suffering and pain
Blow this candle flame away
Don't let love fade away