It takes a tragedy

I once sought after something i always had in my hands,
i was to blind to be, to selfish to see what was sitting in front of me,
with the temptation of lust, i threw away all of your trust,
for one night that will never be worth it...
An apology for what ive done wrong
(im sorry i cheated, i cant take back the pain)
after all ive done, your trust stayed strong
(i swear on my grave, ill never hurt you again)
I dont want the last memory be that i messed up,
i dont want the last memory to be that i hurt anyone,
im sorry for all the lies and the stories,
i swear its not me, my god please leave me be...
with clear realization i firmly determine that any way i speak,
will show only the true signs of victory, any and all
any and all
An apology for what ive done wrong
(im sorry i cheated, i cant take back the pain)
after all ive done, your trust stayed strong
(i swear on my grave, ill never hurt you again)
I lost my arms when i tried to reach you,
and i lost my eyes when i tried to see you,
i lost my ears when i tried to hear you,
and ill lose my legs when i walk ten thousand miles my dear,
for you