Realising

Let me relate you to something
Maybe a piece of myself
I`m so lonely- I don`t know why
I don`t know why I feel so much aversion for those I look alike
(Feel so much aversion for those I look alike)

How foolish a man can be
Closing my eyes I recollect remembering those Glory Days
Looking for something different, intact, extravagant
Leading me to entireness

It`s so difficult to overtake the time lying on to your dreams
But more difficult is to find one to trust in good and bad times

I made the final mistake
To believe everything around me as true
Betraying my secrets to the Wrong
I got to be their slave

Like a fading flower I feel to myself
to be as pure as them
My only acquisition along with the black thoughts
Was my own flesh

Isolation-the only way to escape
Betraying dreams and myself
And now, living lonely in this town
I try to live again screaming silently for my lost dreams