Pride and joy

Looking back on the past, through a charred pane of glass
Wondering where did I go wrong?
Wondering where his bright mind turned to shit
He through his shell into the sea, lost under a sea of blues

Days go by, he’s still a burden on his family. Years passing by, he’s still long gone
Now just a memory, that I stay haunted by. His voice still lingers through my head. I never said goodbye

As he sits dead in his chair
Full of the poison he so cleverly sought
He tried so hard, to leave us behind
His mother barely just hanging on
She's still waiting for him to come back home

A diamond necklace
His youthful innocence
Still shining bright in her eyes

But she was never shamed

Looking back on the past, through a charred pane of glass, wondering where his bright mind turned to shit. She through his shell into the sea, that’s how she rememberd

Her pride and joy, still shining bright in her eyes