What's the reward

What’s the reward for being brave all the time?
What’s the reward, do you always miss the point?
Even my lolitas is a growing up
You gave me life, but you can't take it away
You found new ways to be disappointed all day
Ridden with the burden of a confident men
What it’s like, that feeling to loose some fans?
Pointing ideas that have already been used
You only know how to romanticize old news
Couldn't last forever, my shadow’s past
In this case the woman didn't love him back

I’m finally in full blossom
Finally hit rock bottom
Let go of all you don't need
Couldn't last forever
Not everything’s what it seems
In this case the woman didn't love him back