A new light

I have prayed and cried so hard to find you
You pulled me near and then tore me away
But rest holds its promise for me now I know
The tainted face of your shame shows you'll need me

I must now put this hell behind me
The love you gave has torn me apart
I'll walk from the black into a new light
To save myself from my demise
I tormented myself just to keep you
Then lunacy showed me true light of your love
I drowned in obsession and glorified trust
The colours of fate showed that I'd never leave you

I must now put this hell behind me
The love you gave has torn me apart
I'll walk from the black into a new light
To save myself from my demise

Do you dare hold me down
You take the life inside of me
I fear you, I love you
I cannot break the chains you keep
Do you dare hold me down
You strangle, kill the life inside of me
This game you play has weathered
Yet you still smother me in shame
Do you dare hold me down
You strangle, kill the life inside of me
I fear you, I love you
I cannot break the chains you keep

I die, when you put your arms around me
I cry, I cannot escape this nightmare
Hold me tight
I feel alone, I need you with me
Let me go
Please be the one, the one that saves me

Now the page turns
I'm walking from torment and scorn
Spirit guide me, into the new light
I must now put this hell behind me
The love you gave has torn me apart
And I will walk from the black into a new light
To save myself from my demise