Bug vomit

Restricting
Feel this for me mother fucker
Beneath this cracked lifeless soil there is freedom so sweet
Filthy, diluted and breathtaking
Shedding my sucked up insides
I created a masterpiece
So fucking deliberately crafted
To taste this bile and sharpen my teeth

Cannibalistic i will only digest myself
Cannibalistic i only digest my own flesh

Sleep only in famine, fever, or failure to breath
Diseased i find my faith in restricting

Can i be a father to cold fucking impulses
Breeding like roaches inside me
Can i be a father to cold fucking lies
Generic and deep

My instincts are flawed
I'm starved and too weak to believe
Exoskeletal
Empty and grounded
In an insect malfunction
I tore off my goddamn wings

Restriction is all i own
I can't stop before i starve to death
This craving is pulling me down

Exoskeletal
Cracked and dead
Fucking stop