Everything i despise

I've watched the filth thats become my fellow man,
I've seen the kingdom fall once again rise,
The world holds no ground along the road,
I've fallen to destiny i no longer find it
Necessary to become who i want the truth of it is,

I will always be who i am,
I've seen the tongues of man ripped from there flesh,
I've seen the hearts of man painted the darkest black,
My struggle to turn myself from murder i come to find

That i'm he who cuts the throat of my brothers,
I am everything that is ugly in this world,
I am the result of my own lies,
I am everything i despise,