Sorry

sorry I jumped again,
saw something coming and I blamed you for everything.
I'm sorry I pushed you away,
forgot all the good things and said everything was broken.
and I'm sorry I didn't see anything but my misery.
I'm sorry I doubted again I wanna open up this time.

sorry I mistrusted you,
tried to control you and ended up just hurting you.
I'm sorry I didn't believe
that you'd follow through with anything that you said to me.
I'm sorry I didn't see anything but my misery.
I'm sorry I doubted again I wanna open up this time.

I'm sorry I was so afraid. I'm sorry I feel so ashamed.
I'm sorry I was so cruel today.
I'm sorry I'll try to see hope that is right in front of me.
I'm sorry I doubted again.
I wanna open up this time.