Lost in fairyland

I face the rain my mind is so confused,
I can't understand, depression is calling.
I turn my back and I close my eyes,
I don't wanna face the truth
' Cause I'm a liar, tomorrow belongs not to me.

My destiny is written on the wall.
Sometimes I wish to be a child of nowhere
I wish to be lost in this fairyland.
Endless are the fields I walk where sorrow never die.

Fading roses enchants this garden
Where I lie with closed eyes
I feel the rain running down my neck,
I can hear the call of the wind.

But I don't have the forces to fight,
I wish to be lost in this fairyland
Sometimes I wish to be a child of nowhere
Where is the truth, where is the lie,
A question without answer.

As cold begin to freeze my face, I start to go back
From Where I came, But I came from nowhere…
Once again, I wish to be lost in this fairyland.

I hope my next dream won't have any end, but deep
Down in my heart, I hope it's only a nightmare.
Where those fading roses enchant my grave.