I drink it all

I, i drink everything i get and i don´t know why
I´m an alcoholic fuck and i just get high
I wake up in rooms i don´t know and i want to die
It´s so hard to say goodbye
But i don´t wanna stay here, i don´t wanna stay here,
If you have no drinks for me
Then i don´t wanna stay here, i don´t wanna stay here,
I, i think everything is great and then i cry
I feel sorry for myself without knowing why
I´m getting so paranoid and i just hear lies
It´s so hard to say goodbye
But i don´t wanna stay here, i don´t wanna stay here,
If you have no drinks for me
Then i don´t wanna stay here, i don´t wanna stay here