So hazy

All of your friends are so immune to this
Rising over all you see, burning deep inside of me

Get it, I get it, I guess that I let it
Come up and take away my perspective
All that I want is to even it out
So many of us, so hazy no way to be present
I can’t end the conversation in my head
And part of me wonders if I had
Done something different
Would all of this matter
Or would they not even notice it?
The trouble is sometimes I want to
Leave here without it
And this all makes me wonder
If I should be so invested in it at all

All of your friends are so immune to this
Rising over all you see, burning deep inside of me

I know the only direction you’re facing
Is shadowing the truly abrasive
Maybe the others will figure it out
How they avoid it, I still couldn’t tell you at all
But I won’t ever look the other way again
And I went to the places you said
That I should be going to
I made it so obvious, I had nothing
To hide from you
But still I feel empty somehow
So do what you’re gonna do
And leave me to wonder if I should be
So invested in it at all

All of your friends are so immune to this
Rising over all you see, burning deep inside of me