Life out of the way

I am tired of roaming in this long way
And only get nowhere
What my mind does to trick me
Because so numb, I still remain

Think, just thinking
And don't do
I can't get my will power
I lose myself in my own lies
I stay lost watching the waves go by

I don't know where I am going
Waiting for nothing that really matters

And I will not deceive myself
I just want to reach my way
I have thought that I do but
I think I don't know how to love myself

Think, just thinking
And don't do
I can't get my will power
I lose myself in my own lies
I stay lost watching the waves go by

I don't know where I am going
Waiting for nothing that really matters
Keep the way, is not the right thing, to change my mind
Life out of the way for me