Internal severity

Scared of being me, the faith in me is dying
Reality piercing my head, while wishing it was bullets
If only I could foresee, what the future holds
Disorientated feelings, undefined lust
Internal severity, taking overhand
Life is there to live, but I know it4s a lie
Can4t you see the pain, it4s written in my eyes
I am the pain
I4ll make you forget
I am the loss
I4ll make you pay
Creating a world of my own, what4s outside is unknown
We4re not born equal, but everyone has to die
Tears of the world, seems to gather onto me
Penetrating eyes are staring at my heart of void
I am the pain
I4ll make you forget
I am the loss
I4ll make you pay
Can4t see the truth, I hate all life
Search for revenge, I4ll ruin you
Your empty face, nolonger lives
I4ll take my part, from your weak heart
Mentaly dead, I rule you now
Your life is mine, mission fulfilled