Melancholia

My mom sounds older on the phone
I'm the age I used to call old
My friends from school are leaving home
I've never felt more alone

Dumb shit exploding on my TV
I just turn it on so I don't feel so lonely
Lonely, lonely, so lonely

Melancholia, oh melancholia
Will I always feel you, melancholia?
Oh, melancholia, oh melancholia
My heart is overflowing melancholia

The neighbors' kids have up and left
Won't be long till I'm someone they forget
Kind of dumb that I'm done riding the bus
Used to hate that shit but now I just don't give a fuck

Melancholia, oh melancholia
Will I always feel you, melancholia?
Oh, melancholia, oh melancholia
My heart is overflowing melancholia

Am I who I thought I'd be?
When I dreamed of sanity?

Melancholia, oh melancholia
Will I always feel you, melancholia?
Oh melancholia, oh melancholia
My heart is overflowing melancholia

Melancholia, oh melancholia
Will I always feel you, melancholia?
Oh, melancholia, oh melancholia
My heart is overflowing melancholia