Hide and seek

Tell me how you feel, does this feel wrong?
Do you feel like caving in, where does this belong?
Tell me how you feel, when I am gone
God I feel so weak, feel I'm playing hide and seek
Wish I knew just what went wrong

The silence gives me no room to sleep
It feels my mind is made up, it fills my mind so deep

I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with what I thought would be
I'm in hate, I'm in hate, I'm in hate with how it turned out to be
I still miss your smile, would you hold me for a while?
Wish I knew just what went wrong

Do you live and regret? Or love and forget?
What's the hardest to do?
Do you not speak the truth, or be heard and be ruled?
Which one is best for you? Which one is best to do?
Do what life says to do, or do what you gotta do?

Oh, baby, please undestand, I wanna hold your hand
I'm trying to be mad, but I can't be that with you
I'm trying to make it right, trying to give into the fight
How do I give up with you?
What am I supposed to do?
Try live without you?

I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with what I thought would be
I'm in hate, I'm in hate, I'm in hate with how it turned out to be
I still miss your smile, could you hold me for a while?
Wish I knew just what went wrong