Now that i'm at the top of my game

There was a time
When I would unravel
And drown in the snow
There was a time
When getting murdered
Would feel like a joke
But I'm alive
Don't let me die
Now that I'm at the top of my game

There was a time
When I'd apologize
When I should have been saying 'thank you'
Times when I'd be filled with shame
Over things that everybody goes through
But now I'm free
I like being me
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game

I get stronger
With every punch
And every kick
And every rock that hits my back
And every time that I get sick
Oh I get stronger too

There is still times when I feel sad as hell
And there are times I downright scare myself
Times when the rage inside me swells
Into a big black tidal wave
And I feel like an idiot
But I know who I can deal with it
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top
Now that I'm at the top of my game